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♥Goals to set from now till 5 yrs ltr
- retired at or b4 25 yrs old
- own golf set
- own bowling set
- own ice skating set
- move to bungolow (wit a maid)
- Acely stroller
- free travel trips to different country
- get degree at least in de course i like
- time and financial freedom
- be DIAMOND!!!!
- travel ard de world wit liu tin tin
- 1 child 1st
- after married liu tin tin time belong to me n our family
- breed Acely & Zero
- breed Liu Tintin n Lim Tintin
- buy more puppies (chiwawa, golden retriver, husky, yorki terrier)
- cook for Acely, Zero and future puppies everyday then lao gong cook for me n our family
while i was bathing i heard my mum say " no man i will die" and thought through alot. now i finally know y i had this thinking of marry early n start a family of my own now.
since young i was brought up in a broken family. although i always say i dun lik my father n without him i still can live but deep down in my heart i long 4 a complete family. how i wish i come fr a normal happy n loving family.
since young i hav no confident in having my own family cos family is a negative impression to me. cos i dun hav an gd example of family ard me. so since young i say i dun 12 marry cos i can survive myself.
but now my thinking change. now i think y not i get marry early n i can get out of this hse asap n at least we wont quarrel so much living inder 1 roof. in marriage at least u have the choice to choose yr husband n if its a bad marriage at least u can divorce but i cant choose who my parents and family member are so no choice. i know i'm selfish to hav this thinking but i just wish to get out of here asap. but at de same time being scared of having set up a wrong family
as through these years i cannot stand living in with family. my mum can be my fren but not my mum. she treat other ppl better and hav more patience with other ppl more than her own family members.
we keep quarreling in de past she wont even listen to my thinking n wont respect me and can always quarrel. but after amway we quarrel lesser but still hav cos she alwys think she is right n never respect us. even our birthday she will also quarrel with us. y specia i l occasion she wont close 1 eyes n shut her mouth????
tat is y i started relationship as at least i felt that somemore care 4 me n respect me although it did not work out but at least at the start i felt something good that i did not get fr my family.
for me i dun lik to go out de but cos i dun lik my family environment so going out is lik a hiding place to me and i will hide as long as possible. going out is tiring 4 me as singapore there is no palce to go n i dun lik de sun and weather of singapore lol. but no choice.
maybe if ng yiyi is my mother i will feel family is a better concept den now. yi always tell me to rmb dun marry becos of du qi 12 get out of de family as i will regret. cos this is wat happen to her but at least she manage to handle her decision. but she dun 1 me 2 be lik her.
so i ren lol. in de past i have this thinking of leaving de hse but i dunno y i just dun hav de couage to do so n always tinking lots of lame excuses not to leave home. i once even have de tinkinh of earning fast n lot money as a social excort den i move out of this hse. but i rmb yiyi words, not to do thing that will hurt myself. so i tink tink is not worth it to scarific myself 4 just wanting to get out of this hse.
i hate study but 1 of the reason y i contiued studying is cos i cannot accept the fact that i'm alr and adult but i still dun hav my own freedom n doing things i want so being a student at least can suppress the fact that i'm and adult bah. but it is so tiring studying, working n doing amway at de same time. i lik doing amway as i can learn things i love there but work is shitty to me. study cos no choice n i study psychology cos i 12 understand better of my tinking n behaviour.
sometime i just wish i'm no longer alive but i could not bear some things lik liu tin tin n acely. liu tin tin at least can take care of himself but my poor acely cant cos she dun hav de ablity to support herself.
Age : 21
Birthday : 25 April
Favourite Colour : Blue
FaMiLy RoLe: ElDeSt DaUgHtEr
School : Fuhua Pri , Tanglin Sec, RP
Daughter : Acely(my puppy)
My Love : Ewin Liu
Idols : Kim Bum,Hayami Mokomichi,Lee Min Ho,戴阳天,賀軍翔, 阮經天, 古天乐, 郭富城, 明道 ... haha will update more wen i recall who!!!!
-->haha i a simple gal that like to do things i like at my own timing
at my own pace.
-->i dun like ppl to control me too much and force me do
things i dislike.
-->i have a daughter(Acely) that just reaching 2 yrs old on
3/10/2009.
-->she is my princess acely. i love her more den anyone does
-->she mean alot to me and is always the 1st place in my
heart 2ever no matter wat!!!!!
Loves:
Playing wit ACELY, Sweets, Chocolates, Ice cream, Sushi, Crackers, Basketball, watching tv, play games, Travelling
while i was bathing i heard my mum say " no man i will die" and thought through alot. now i finally know y i had this thinking of marry early n start a family of my own now.
since young i was brought up in a broken family. although i always say i dun lik my father n without him i still can live but deep down in my heart i long 4 a complete family. how i wish i come fr a normal happy n loving family.
since young i hav no confident in having my own family cos family is a negative impression to me. cos i dun hav an gd example of family ard me. so since young i say i dun 12 marry cos i can survive myself.
but now my thinking change. now i think y not i get marry early n i can get out of this hse asap n at least we wont quarrel so much living inder 1 roof. in marriage at least u have the choice to choose yr husband n if its a bad marriage at least u can divorce but i cant choose who my parents and family member are so no choice. i know i'm selfish to hav this thinking but i just wish to get out of here asap. but at de same time being scared of having set up a wrong family
as through these years i cannot stand living in with family. my mum can be my fren but not my mum. she treat other ppl better and hav more patience with other ppl more than her own family members.
we keep quarreling in de past she wont even listen to my thinking n wont respect me and can always quarrel. but after amway we quarrel lesser but still hav cos she alwys think she is right n never respect us. even our birthday she will also quarrel with us. y specia i l occasion she wont close 1 eyes n shut her mouth????
tat is y i started relationship as at least i felt that somemore care 4 me n respect me although it did not work out but at least at the start i felt something good that i did not get fr my family.
for me i dun lik to go out de but cos i dun lik my family environment so going out is lik a hiding place to me and i will hide as long as possible. going out is tiring 4 me as singapore there is no palce to go n i dun lik de sun and weather of singapore lol. but no choice.
maybe if ng yiyi is my mother i will feel family is a better concept den now. yi always tell me to rmb dun marry becos of du qi 12 get out of de family as i will regret. cos this is wat happen to her but at least she manage to handle her decision. but she dun 1 me 2 be lik her.
so i ren lol. in de past i have this thinking of leaving de hse but i dunno y i just dun hav de couage to do so n always tinking lots of lame excuses not to leave home. i once even have de tinkinh of earning fast n lot money as a social excort den i move out of this hse. but i rmb yiyi words, not to do thing that will hurt myself. so i tink tink is not worth it to scarific myself 4 just wanting to get out of this hse.
i hate study but 1 of the reason y i contiued studying is cos i cannot accept the fact that i'm alr and adult but i still dun hav my own freedom n doing things i want so being a student at least can suppress the fact that i'm and adult bah. but it is so tiring studying, working n doing amway at de same time. i lik doing amway as i can learn things i love there but work is shitty to me. study cos no choice n i study psychology cos i 12 understand better of my tinking n behaviour.
sometime i just wish i'm no longer alive but i could not bear some things lik liu tin tin n acely. liu tin tin at least can take care of himself but my poor acely cant cos she dun hav de ablity to support herself.
